Monday, June 21, 2010

Tansy and Cheese Soup.

I've just realized something. All along trying to find myself wasn't really trying to find myself. I was trying to find a label. I'm the type of girl who gets a long with everyone. I was looking for a label to call myself. I feel stupid and conceited. I don't know what finding myself means! Is this a blogging FAIL? So what does "finding myself" mean. Well its more about creating myself, but ugh! I'm so confuseded(yes that extra "ed" was intended) AH!
be who you want to be.
I feel so befuzzled! Does who I am concern my likes and dislikes? My hopes and dreams? I guess that could be a part of it. What are the ingredients to an ideal "me".
Mockingbird.
Sugar
Spice
Everything nice?
I'm a girl so that has to be in there.
Ugh. I'll keep you posted.

Peace out Girl Scout.
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3 comments:

  1. vonimollerJune 22, 2010 at 3:21 AM

    DON'T EVER BE A LABEL!! DON'T SEARCH TO BE ONE, DON'T GO THERE AT ALL!
    I often feel out of place, and as you've probably read, i'm not like MANY of my friends...
    you know but I am 22 now, I am not a label, i am just me. I don't know what my fashion sense is, i know my hopes dreams fears goals passions talents hobbies and all that, I am just a whole bunch of things all in one. That's my label, anything and everything. Wana join?
    We accept all - big small, confuseded, weird, out of place, retarded, crazy, scared, alone, cowardly, popular, misfit, christian, athiest, jewish, islam, buddist, whatever you wana be LOL...!!!!!

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  2. TansyJune 22, 2010 at 8:26 PM

    I'm definitely confuseded! I think I need to sort through my dreams fears goal passions talents and hobbies. I don't think I meant to be a label. I think its just what I thought "finding myself" meant.

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  3. vonimollerJune 23, 2010 at 4:51 AM

    i don't think anyone should be a label. It also gives you false expectations to live up to, like with me when i was part of the popular club for like half a year back in school, i was trying to live up to being a sleeze and all that, and eventually I thought gee i can't be THAT way, needless to say now you know why i lasted in that crowd for 6 months LOL and I am glad i didn't live up to their expectations...
    i am my own label, not someone else's slogan or sticker!!!

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