Monday, October 25, 2010

Mr. Opportunity knocked, and I slammed the door in his face.

So its been a while since I've actually wrote anything, and I'm sorry. Its just college applications and school have completely bogged me down, but none the less, I feel the need to blog.
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You know Wren, well, I thought I was over him, and I hoped and prayed I would be, but I'm not. No matter what I do, and do you know what sucks. I'm pretty sure he liked me. Back way back before he thought I wasn't crazy. 
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I was looking at the emails we sent, and I realized, he DID like me, and I was too stupid to do anything about it. I just let it be.
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UGH! Do you know how frustrated that makes me like Frustrated to the 10th power. I had a chance, and I sat there in my own little world and watched it pass me right on by. What am I going to do about it? Nothing, because thats what I do best.
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AH, I was trying to fix it though, I really was and still am, but its not happening. Ah, and no one probably even cares. Lovely.

Peace out Girl Scout.


  1. What if you did SOMETHING crazy and tried doing something instead of the usual, best nothing?

  2. I know, I know, its just, I can't. I can't do anything. Its out of my hands, but i keep trying to put it in my hands, but I fail. I try to by CRAZY, yet my CRAZY actions, fail. :(