Mr. Opportunity knocked, and I slammed the door in his face.

So its been a while since I've actually wrote anything, and I'm sorry. Its just college applications and school have completely bogged me down, but none the less, I feel the need to blog.

You know Wren, well, I thought I was over him, and I hoped and prayed I would be, but I'm not. No matter what I do, and do you know what sucks. I'm pretty sure he liked me. Back way back before he thought I wasn't crazy. 

I was looking at the emails we sent, and I realized, he DID like me, and I was too stupid to do anything about it. I just let it be.

UGH! Do you know how frustrated that makes me like Frustrated to the 10th power. I had a chance, and I sat there in my own little world and watched it pass me right on by. What am I going to do about it? Nothing, because thats what I do best.

AH, I was trying to fix it though, I really was and still am, but its not happening. Ah, and no one probably even cares. Lovely.


Peace out Girl Scout.
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Dear Future EX-Bestfriends

Dear Future Ex-Bestfriend,


You've probably done something pretty awful to me for you to be an EX. Thats kind of scary, and I hope that I didn't cause our EXness. You were probably a pretty awesome person. You had to be to be my BEST friend. I'm sorry if I was the reason for our EXness. EXness isn't fun. 

Its probably awkward between us if we still see each other. Trust me. Its awkward for me too. I just hope that we both learned something from our friendship and I hope we both have fond memories of each other. I CERTAINLY hope it wasn't over a boy, and it won't be because I think I've gotten over that.

So.. this is where it ends. Either days, weeks, months or years of friendship gone. Is this the way it was supposed to be? I guess we'll never know.

Much, much, much love,
Tansy


Peace out Girl Scout.
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Top Ten Thursday - TV temptations

Its TOP TEN THURSDAY!!!! So I've been spending my afternoons right from 2:10 until 10:00 at night filling out college applications, and doing homework at what not, and I realized I have no time for TV any more, and I LOVE T.V, so here are my top ten T.V. shows that I miss watching.

1. Glee.
Love it, miss it, must buy season one and two on dvd.
 

2. America's Next Top Model 
I love me some tyra banks:), nigel's pretty beast too.



3. Chuck
Tansy loves her some spy shows!



4. American Idol
I know it hasn't started yet, but I miss ryan and the gang, its just not the same with out Paula, Simon, and Randy though:(



5. LOST
I was a lost fan from the beginning and my heart breaks knowing it is no more:(



6. Gilmore Girls
One of the Greatest TV shows ever made.



7. Friends
It is and always will be "The Show"



8. House
I normally hate doctor shows, but house is the only exception.



9. Mad Men
Absolutely love it....



10. Pretty Little Liars
love the books, and its okay that the tv show doesn't go in the right order, but i can't wait for season 2!



What are your favorite tv shows you miss, or tv shows you watch right now! Email me at thesecretlifeoftansy@gmail.com or leave a comment.


Peace out Girl Scout
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Drama Mama & My First Guest Post :)

Y'all should definitely check out my guest blog post on The Musings of a Wannabe Star by Jessi Haish. It's an open letter to "haters", and its something different than I've done before. I really surprised myself. I think its just because of all this drama that's been happening, and I think I've just gotten over it. I'm ready to move on and have an awesome senior year, and I don't want friend drama right now. 

I don't know if Top Ten Thursday's going to happen, I've got a big paper due on Friday that I haven't even started yet so.... Top Ten Thursday is canceled... :(


Peace out Girl Scout.
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