Wednesday, May 4, 2011

It was really nice to meet you, goodbye.

I don't like leaving. I don't like it. Not one bit. I hate that my friends are going to be scattered across the south, I hate that I never had with him what I wish I did. I hate becoming super close to someone this year, then leaving now. I hate graduation, I hate finding out other people are leaving. I can't stand hearing, "this is the last." 
''A vida é um café amargo''
I know I'm in denial. I scream and close my ears when anyone says something about leaving or graduation or college. I can't help it. I've known this place for all my life, I've known these people forever. How can I let them go?
I walked with you once upon a dream
I know that it's pretty ridiculous of me to say, that I have to let them go, because they're going whether I like it or not. I just hope they know how thankful I am to have them in my life. How grateful I truly am to have known them and to laugh, and cry, and sing, and dance, and explore, and create, and experience, with them. 
just love.
Maybe our stories don't end here, but it sure feels like it. I hope it doesn't, but if it has to I hope that every moment we spent all together will not be forgotten. I know it will be, and that's okay, what I really want all of us to remember is how much fun we had, and how we were each other's strong holds; that we were there for each other. 
forever young
This is my last blog post. It seems appropriate. I'm leaving high school behind, I want to leave the girl who all she cared about was whether she needed a boyfriend or not behind. I'll still pop in, look at my posts, reflect about who I was and who I was becoming. 
Coups de cœur | Tumblr
I guess you could say I found myself. It wasn't what I expected. I didn't find out what I wanted to be in life, I didn't find my social circle, but I found my potential. I learned I have something inside of me that's great. I learned that life isn't just what I see from my viewfinder. It's that I have to take away that blue plastic toy and learn that there is a whole world out there ready for me to experience.
Make The Diference
I want to thank everyone who reads this. Who has supported me with kind words, who's put up with my mindless rants. I truly appreciate you. You've made an impact on my life, and I hope I've impacted yours too. 


Much much love,
Tansy.

3 comments:

  1. What a lovely post, letting go is a vital part of growing up.

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  2. Lovely post. Love your blog, as always.

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  3. Hi Tansy!

    All I want to say is that I have been reading your blog since a while ago, when you asked me to use a picture of my own on it. I am loving to read about your life and thoughts, please do not stop! You have a beautiful mind and I enjoy reading your thoughts and secrets here. I don't even remember which picture you did add to your blog, it was a long time ago, so here is the link to my deviantart so that you can see who I am!

    oo-rein-oo.deviantart.com

    Greetings and love from Brazil,

    Carlos

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