But instead he's just a friend.

I can't let go of him. I know that he's bad news. I know that he probably doesn't like me. I know it won't last past May. I know that I can't go 24 hours with out thinking about him.

 It's horrible. I can't stand it, but I can't help the fact that I find the need to talk to him every chance I get.

I sit there and wait for him to get on facebook to chat, and when he gets on I just stare at my computer screen in shock and never say anything. 
xo.
Tansy.